āAlison is still with us,with me,more than I want.Our friendship was work.Likeā like you had to impress her to make her like you,andā¦That meant doing things that maybe you didnāt feel so good about doing.Sometimes bad things.She could make you feel special, and that seemed worth it then.ā-Hanna Marin
(Source: plldailly, via searching-for-former-clarity)